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Thursday, 19 July 2007

Upcoming Events

Hi all, found some upcoming events. Anyone keen on any of them?

Musical: Love Above All
In the 1950s, five American Christian missionaries made contact with the most fearsome and dangerous tribe in the Amazon. In the encounter, Jim Elliot and four of his missionary friends were savagely killed by the Auca Indians. The event shook the world.

Love Above All tells a gripping story of the profound impact the event had on the lives of the Auca Indians of Ecuador. It gives an account of how Elisabeth Elliot persisted to reach out in love to these killers in a remarkable act of love, forgiveness and reconciliation that eventually changed the lives of the entire tribe.

This original musical will be staged at the University Cultural Centre from 27 - 29 July, 2007 with an additional Sunday matinee on 29 July 2007.

Website: http://www.love-above-all.org/

Workshop: The Joy of Discovery

An invitation is open to sign up for The Joy of Discovery: a workshop on Inductive Bible Study . This course will help Christians, especially those who desire to get deeper into the Bible, and those who are leaders/members of small groups doing regular Bible Study.

This is a useful workshop to be taught by an experienced and an engaging teacher in the person of Dr. Peggy Yeo.

The workshop will be held on Saturday, 4th August, 2007, from 2.30pm - 5.15pm, at Faith Methodist Church, 400 Commonwealth Drive, S. 149604. The church is just in front of the Commonwealth MRT Station.

Website: http://www.ttc.edu.sg/thejoyofdiscovery.pdf and http://www.christianhub.com.sg/downloads/jun07/CDCM-JoDBrochure.pdf

Festival of Praise
Website: http://festivalofpraise.org.sg/

Saturday, 14 July 2007

Discussion: Jesus our Messiah?

Hi everyone!

Really really glad that we had the discussion yesterday. Frankly, even as I prepared for the week's discussion, I wasn't really sure how yesterday's discussion will turn out. I committed it to the Lord and am glad that it was a time of reflecting and sharing. I myself has been blessed in the process and I hope you too :)

Old Testament Prophecies Point to Christ
I was pondering through the week, what distinguishes our faith from other faith and the answer lies with Christ. We believe that God so loved us that He sent His son, Jesus Christ, down as a suffering messiah to die on the cross for our sins:

Romans 6:23 (NIV):
23. For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

John 3:16 (NIV):
16. "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Honestly, before I came back to Christ, I thought of Christianity as a "western religion" but little did I expect that it has it roots with Judaism and Islam and that it is all about the same God but how different faith developed from the same "story". As I continue my Christian walk, OTC and also preparing for cell, I began to learn more and more about God and His people.

When I attended Peter Tsukahira's seminar about two months ago, there was a sharing by a Christian Jew and as he shared, he kept mentioning that he began to see how the Old Testament was pointing to Christ and how the Jews missed their Messiah. I couldn't understand it until I continue to study the bible and did a bit of research on it. According to one, the Old Testament has many "pictures" about the Messiah. But I learnt how the Jews have missed their Messiah, and in fact even put Him to death on the cross, but all that, to fulfill the prophecy about the suffering Messiah who has come to die on the cross for our transgressions. It was explained that the Jews had expected a political and/or a military Messiah but who would have known that God would send a suffering Messiah.
If you are interested to hear from a Jew who eventually followed Christ, you hear watch his testimony on RBC's website:

In fact, in Luke 24:13-35, Jesus appeared to two persons making their way to another village right after Jesus was crucified. At this point, they had not known that it is the resurrected Jesus walking alongside them. Apparently, the two were disappointed; they had hopes about Jesus being to Messiah to come deliver them but then now He is dead. In Luke 24: 25-27 (NIV), Jesus responded:

25. He said to them, "How foolish you are, and how slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have spoken! 26. Did not the Christ have to suffer these things and then enter his glory?" 27. And beginning with Moses and all the Prophets, he explained to them what was said in all the Scriptures concerning himself.

He might have brought them through all in the Old Testament which had pointed to a suffering Messiah. If you were to do a google search or read the Life Application bible, you can find people mentioning about prophecies about Christ in the Old Testament, that there is a link between the Old and New Testament, that God has a salvation plan right from the start. Here are a few:
  • Isaiah 53 - Perhaps one of the more commonly cited verse about Christ as the suffering messiah, it was mentioned about how He will be despised and rejected (v3), how He took up our infirmities, was pierced for our transgression, crushed for our iniquities (v4-6), how it was the Lord's will and how He chose to go through the suffering as a lamb led to be slaughtered (v7-12). It ended with the verse "... he poured out his life unto death, and was numbered with the transgressors. For he bore the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors."
  • Zechariah 12:10 tells us how God will provide from the house of David (the lineage of Jesus) and from Jerusalem, the spirit of grace and supplication and how they will mourn for the one their pierced
  • Isaiah 7:14 says that the sign would be a virgin who will give birth to Immanuel (God with us) and we all know how Christ was born from Virgin Mary.
  • Isaiah 9:6-7 tells us of a son is given who will be "Mighty God" i.e. Immanuel (God with us)
  • Psalm 22 where the words "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" (v1, cf Mark 15:34, Matthew 27:46) spoken by Jesus also came from and also spoke of hands and feet being pierced (v16), about how the people will divide His garments and cast lots for them (v18, cf Mark 15:24, Luke 23:34, Matthew 27:35)
  • Isaiah 11 speaks of a redeemer and of hope coming from the household of Jesse (lineage of Christ)
  • Genesis 3:15 speaks about how God declared war on Satan from the moment man sinned, used to speak of how God started unfolding His redemption plan from day one.
How do we Treat Christ?
There are many other prophecies but then I will leave it to you to find. In the same way, although we know of Christ and all that He has done, do we sometimes also miss Him? Do we try to shape Him into what we expect of the Messiah and miss Him? As time goes by, do we grow cold towards what He done for us?

I recently read an article called "
Forgiveness at the cross" and it mentioned that the first recorded words from Jesus on the cross is "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing." (Luke 23:34), that while in excruciating pain, Jesus asked God for forgiveness for his tormentors and his pain as only just began! Under such circumstances, we would say that the people on the receiving end certainly did not deserve it and they didn't even ask for it. What amazing love and grace! To further appreciate what Christ has done for us, you may wish to read the article, I am the Cross, again.

How do we know if Jesus is the Messiah and really died on the Cross?
I am really glad that this question was brought up and it really challenge us to think about the bible and its claims. I am so tempted to reach back to the bible for verses in an attempt to "defend" the bible e.g. 2 Timothy 16:17 (NIV):

16. All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, 17. so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.

But then, to do that is to use something which is being evaluated to substantiate itself. So began an interesting discussion in cell yesterday. We soon found ourselves in a deadlock simply because we do not know. The bible is a chronicle, if I may use the word, of the story of God and His people and it happened so long ago. Who lives that long enough to prove its authenticity? Some of us this start to rely on science and relics and some even organised expeditions to find these relics to prove the consistency between events in the bible and what happened in history. There had been progress made but then every time an "evidence" shows up, they will also be arguments and also "counter-evidences".

Don't believe me? Just do a search on YouTube (not that I recommend it) and you will know what I mean. It is a place which could get you very confused because you can be hearing how some defend Christianity and it make sense, then some will defend Islam and it make sense too and even some will speak from the perspective of an Atheist and sad to say, some may find that it make sense too. The fact is there is no way to verify and sometimes we have to rely on human reasoning. I myself have been confused before (even though it can be embarrassing to note) but then I was once confused by the Da Vinci code, even though I went with the attitude that it is only a fictional story. Then began my research on the internet and the more I researched, the more confused I became. But thank God, my eyes were open again.

OK, so the question is, how do we know? Here's what came up in our cell discussion yesterday:
  • Self as testimony -The bible is a chronicle of how God has worked in the past but then God is a God that works yesterday, today and tomorrow. So you yourself are also, in a way, a testimony and chronicle of how God has worked in your life. We are reminded that Christianity is not a RELIGION but a RELATIONSHIP with God. I am sure most of us did not come to Christ because we read the bible but because, we have in a way or another, experienced Him. The question is, are you making the effort to experience Him at work in your lives?
  • Let the Bible Speak - We have heard how sermon messages and bible verses spoke in different ways to people and some even transformed lives. The fact is that the bible has the power to speak to people and also change lives. The bible, as some put it, stands for Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth, and you can think of it as a book that tells you how to live your life and get things right with God and people. It preaches about how we should live our lives and "love our neighbours" and "love God".
  • Faith & Worship - Someone mentioned that "maybe God did not want to leave so many traces" because won't we be worshipping relics instead of God. Faith becomes something cheap because you are believing because of the relics which tells you God is real. God wants to restore our relationship back to Him. Hebrews 11:1 speaks of faith as "being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see".
  • Value of it all - OK, if all that didn't convince you, then I am going to use a very pragmatic mode of talking... think about the people whose lives' have been changed, the testimonies, the things that they do (yes there are undoubtedly Christian who disappoints) e.g. charity and missionary work. I once heard this on a video clip, even if there is a 1 in 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 chance that there is a God and He love you so much to give you salvation freely, wouldn't you want to take it up? God wants to restore His relationship with you.
Yes, there are self-help books and courses out there which also promise transformation but is this permanent and does this guarantee a restored relationship with God?

Christianity as a RELATIONSHIP with God and His People
At cell, we agree that Christianity is not so much a religion or a ritual (which we could sometimes make it to be so) but a RELATIONSHIP with God. We can sometimes get into the rut of doing things and as OTC has revealed in the past few months, God did not demand sacrifices and offering that is worth nothing, as stated in 2 Samuel 24:24 (NIV) that "...I will not sacrifice to the LORD my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing". Just as the previous blog entries e.g.
Discussion: Developing a Heart for God, we learnt that is it not the practices and rituals or the offering that matters, but the heart for God.

We need to be real with God and His people. We need to also be real with His people because the last thing is that we look hypocritical. We do not need to defend God when we have trials because this points to the very fact that we need God. Many a times, we tend to feel "ashamed" that even as Christians, we face trials and that others will say "doesn't your God help you, why are you in this state?" We do not need to look perfect because we all need God. As someone has mentioned, which I am trying to also remember, God does not guarantee a smooth journey but a safe landing. As Christians, we can be assured that God knows what we are going through and that He is there.

CG Worship: Amazing Love, Amazing Grace

How Great is Our God


The splendor of the King,
Clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice,
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in light,
And darkness tries to hide
And trembles at his voice,
And trembles at his voice

CHORUS:
How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

Age to age he stands
And time is in His Hands
Beginning and the End,
Beginning and the End
The Godhead, Three in one
Father, Spirit, Son
The Lion and the Lamb,
The Lion and the Lamb

BRIDGE:
Name above all names
You are Worthy of our praise
and My heart will sing how great
Is our God
(x2)

Amazing Love


I’m forgiven because You were forsaken
I’m accepted, You were condemned
I’m alive and well, Your Spirit is within me
Because You died and rose again

Amazing love, how can it be
That You, my King, would die for me?
Amazing love, I know it’s true
It’s my joy to honor You
In all I do, To honor You

You are my King
You are my King
Jesus, You are my King
You are my King

In all I do, To honor You,
In all I do, To honor You,
In all I do, Let me honor You.

Amazing Grace


Amazing grace! (how sweet the sound)
That sav’d a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

’Twas grace that taught my heart to fear,
And grace my fears reliev’d;
How precious did that grace appear,
The hour I first believ’d!

Thro’ many dangers, toils and snares,
I have already come;
’Tis grace has brought me safe thus far,
And grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promis’d good to me,
His word my hope secures;
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yes, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease;
I shall possess, within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow,
The sun forbear to shine;
But God, who call’d me here below,
Will be forever mine.

In Christ Alone


In Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light, my strength, my song
This Cornerstone, this solid ground
Firm through the fiercest drought and storm
What heights of love, what depths of peace
When fears are stilled, when strivings cease
My Comforter, my All in All
Here in the love of Christ I stand

In Christ alone, who took on flesh
Fullness of God in helpless babe
This gift of love and righteousness
Scorned by the ones He came to save
'Till on that cross as Jesus died
The wrath of God was satisfied
For every sin on Him was laid
Here in the death of Christ I live

There in the ground His body lay
Light of the world by darkness slain
Then bursting forth in glorious Day
Up from the grave He rose again
And as He stands in victory
Sin's curse has lost it's grip on me
For I am His and He is mine
Brought with the precious blood of Christ

No guilt in life, no fear in death
This is the power of Christ in me
From life's first cry to final breath
Jesus commands my destiny
No power of hell, no scheme of man
Can ever pluck me from His hand
'Till He returns or calls me home
Here in the power of Christ I'll stand

Thursday, 12 July 2007

Discussion: Developing a Heart for God

Hi everyone, so sorry for the delay in getting this up. This is last week's cell discussion. Feel free to comment and share :)

Chariots of Fire


Where Walk = Run As Well
Many have described the Christian walk as a race:

1 Corinthians 9:24-27 (New International Version)
24. Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.
25. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever.
26. Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight like a man beating the air. 27. No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.

To me, I read this as suggesting to us the attitude we should approach the race with. KK put it in a very nice way, that what is important is making the decision to run the race and running it (KK, I hope I got you correct:D). It also tells us how we should train for it; not to be disqualified in the whole process. And even as we train ourselves and even train others, we should not do so in such a way which would get ourselves disqualified.

Hebrews 12:1-2 (New International Version)
1. Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

Here, I learnt about how we should run the race; with perseverance.

Yes, I have read somewhere that when we have accepted Jesus Christ as our Lord and saviour, we are already in the race. It is not whether we will run the race but how we run the race.

Main Ingredient for Victory in the Christian Race?
So does it mean that once you are called to the race, you will be victorious? My views? Nope! Your run and your heart matters.

In 1 Samuel 16:7, it says that:
7. But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."

If we were to look to a example of person who had a heart for God, it might be Eric Liddell. You will find him in the movie, Chariots of Fire, which I only found out recently, is a true story about this person, Eric Liddell, who refused to run the heats for the Men's 100m, his best event, in the 1924 Olympics because of his conviction not to run on the Sabbath. It was said that the Prince of Wales himself pressured Eric to honour King and country above God but to no avail. He later took an unexpected bronze in the 200m sprint and clinched the gold medal and a world record for the 400m dash. Just as Eric was at the starting blocks of the 400m race, someone slipped a piece of paper into his hands with a quotation from 1 Samuel 2:30, "Those who honor me I will honor". You can read more about Eric Liddell by doing a google or searching the wikipedia on him. But he later returned to North China where he served as a missionary from 1925-1943. he was ordained as a minister in 1932 and later died while being interned in Weihsien Internment Camp by the Japanese in 1945, due to brain tumour.

Lessons from People who seemed to be Disqualified
I think we can all cite examples of people in the bible who were disqualified from the race. People like Moses, who because of a moment's folly and disobedience to God, ended up not being to enter the Promised Land despite how faithful he was in carrying out God's will.

Then there is Eli, whose family God chose to be His priest but because of him honouring his sons more than Himself, Eli and his house was punished (see 1 Samuel 2:27-36).

King Herod in Acts 12:20-24, was exalted by his people who said that shouted "this is the voice of a god, not of a man" when he gave his public address. He was struck down, eaten by worms and died because he did not give glory to God and praise Him.

God looks at the heart for Him not outward observance of His laws and commandments.

In Matthew 3, John the Baptist used harsh words on the Pharisees and the Sadducees. As I read the devotional for the 40-day fast by Love Singapore, the devotional for July 4 described the Pharisees like "President's scholars of Jesus' day... knowledgeable men who studied the Law of Moses... deeply religious, known for following the Law carefully" and the Saudducees as "known to be stricter and drew support from the wealthier classes". They were all respectable, influential and often admired. But they were self-conceited and they missed the messiah altogether.

Jesus also rebuked the teachers of the Law and the Pharisees in Matthew 23, saying specifically in Matthew 23:25-26:

25. "Woe to you, teachers of the law and Pharisees, you hypocrites! You clean the outside of the cup and dish, but inside they are full of greed and self-indulgence.
26. Blind Pharisee! First clean the inside of the cup and dish, and then the outside also will be clean.

So God looks at your heart. The very fact that these people can fall from God's favour really really made me worry and reflect upon my heart for God. We all have the revelation of God's salvation plan for us though the first coming of the messiah but do we sometimes take it for granted so much so we miss him sometimes daily?

What Happens When You Have a Heart for God?
Looking at the OTC readings, what happens when we develop a heart for God. Let's look at Saul and David:

God has plans
In 1 Sam 9:5-10 we were being told how Saul was to be the first king for Israel, how God brought Saul to Samuel when Saul travelled with his servant to look for his father's lost donkeys. The servant had suggested going to see Samuel to get advice on "which way to take" and when Saul asked him what they are going to give to the man, isn't it amazing that the servant replied the young master that he had a quarter of a shekel of silver for Samuel. When God sets His plans for you, it is set and there is no running away from it.

What about David? After Saul has stopped honouring God, God, through Samuel, anointed David as the next king. David was later brought into Saul's service to help provide relief with the harp whenever he was tormented by evil spirits. Speak about God's anointing.

God changes people
Look at Saul, he started as a person who was felt not confident and inferior. In 1 Samuel 9:21, he asked Samuel why he said that he has been chosen as king for Israel and in 1 Samuel 10:22, he hid when Samuel came to chose the king in front of the people of Israel. But in 1 Samuel 10:9-10 we saw how God changed his heart, his spirit came upon him and he started to prophesy:

9. As Saul turned to leave Samuel, God changed Saul's heart, and all these signs were fulfilled that day. 10. When they arrived at Gibeah, a procession of prophets met him; the Spirit of God came upon him in power, and he joined in their prophesying.

God blesses and protects
In 1 Samuel 10:26, we were told that after Saul was made king, he went home Gibeah, accompanied by valiant men whose hearts God had touched. Even for David, we see how God continues to protect him in 1 Samuel 18 when Saul again and again plots to kill him.

What Happens When You Don't Have a Heart for God?
We saw how Saul started drifting away from God and started to let his pride get the better of him:
  • 1 Samuel 13:3-4 - Tried to take credit from his son Jonathan
  • 1 Samuel 13:6-15 - Burnt an offering sacrifice himself rather than waiting for a priest, Samuel to do so Nothing wrong with burning sacrifice to God but he took matter into his own hands and disobeyed Samuel and most importantly God i.e. he did it the wrong way. God has anointed people for different purposes.
  • 1 Samuel 15:12 - He built a monument in his own honour
  • 1 Samuel 15:3-9 - He failed to obey and destroy everything as instructed and kept the "good stuff" and kept alive the king of Amalekites. He even tried to lie that he was keeping it to offer to God when the instructions was to wipe everything out (for the protection of the Israellites from harm and corruption)
  • 1 Samuel 15:30 - He "repented" and asked Samuel to go back with him to honour him before the elders of the people and before Israel. It was not true repentance but a "repentance of convenience", for his own interests.
I do not know about it but then I noticed that as Samuel and Saul exchanged words, Saul kept using "Lord your God", "Lord your God" and this kept coming up in 1 Samuel 15:15, 32 and 30). Not sure if this is indication of how Saul's heart for God has hardened.

So what happened?
  • 1 Samuel 28:5-7, 15 - God left Saul and he became desperate so much so he engaged a medium to bring up Samuel, who rebuked him to say that the Lord had turned away from him.
  • 1 Samuel 16:14, 18:12,15,28-29 - Bitter and had evil spirit
  • 1 Samuel 28:17 , 15:28 - Achievements taken away
  • 1 Samuel 31 - Lost his sons and kills himself, dismembered

How to Run the Race?
So how to run the race? I am not an expert in this topic because I am also learning through the hard way but then there are scriptures to show us the way.

Psalm 101:
  • Verse 3: Look away from wickedness
  • Verse 4: Reflect on your associations and friends
  • Verse 5: Avoid slander and pride
  • Verse 6: Learn from those who model Christ

Some more from 1 Corinthians and Hebrews:
  • 1 Corinthians 9:24 (Approach the race with the right attitude)
    24. Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.

  • 1 Corinthians 9:25 (Stay motivated, in shape and in strict training)
    25. Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last forever.
  • 1 Corinthians 9:27 (Obey the rules, be honourable so as not to become disqualified)
    27. No, I beat my body and make it my slave so that after I have preached to others, I myself will not be disqualified for the prize.

  • Hebrews 12:1 (Run light)
    1.
    Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

  • Hebrews 12: 1 (Persevere)
    1. Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

  • Hebrews 12:2-3 (Focused on the finish line and be motivated)
    2. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. 3. Consider him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you will not grow weary and lose heart.

I was also sitting through my corporate devotion at work and a devotion on Nehemiah spoke to me as well on how to run the race. Frankly, I never have thought that this devotion will come in handy and I have never thought of using it for cell but somehow God brought the devotion to speak about running the race to me on the very day. I thank God for continuint to speak to me week after week for cell discussion. OK, back to it. We read about how Nehemiah started the task of rebuilding the walls of Jerusalem and how he completed the difficult task in 52 days, a feat!

Lesson: God can do great things with you, even though all He has to start with is rubble

Then we learn how Nehemiah appointed gatekeepers, singers and Levites, each with a specific task. Now that the wall is complete, much also needs to be done to "fortify" the city from both external and internal strife:
  • Gatekeepers (Watch) - The gates are the most vulnerable part of the city walls. So how are you keeping your gates and what are you allowing into your lives?
  • Singers (Worship) - Once the walls are up and the gate kept, there is also a need to prevent internal strife and what better way to for the people to be aware of what they have been blessed with and be thankful? How have you been thankful in your spiritual walk? What characterise your talk with God, is it dominated by troubles, lamentations and anger?
  • Levites (Workers) - People need to work in the city as well so as to earn their keeps and prevent the city from decaying from laziness. How have you worked and are you working for God as the Levites serve God?
Now that the "head" message has been deposited? How do you translate that to the "heart"? We usually know in the head that we need to do this and do that but how often do we really do it?

I Am the Cross

Hi everyone!

I came across this article while preparing for cell group this week and I must say that it is a real change in perspective for me... seeing that I AM THE CROSS. There are just certain parts which make my heart wrench in pain knowing what Christ has done. We all know "by hard" what Christ done for us on the cross because everytime we talk about it, there is this image of Christ on the cross; we all know He died on the cross for our sins and we can sometimes (at least for me) become quite cold about it. Yet, it sometimes take an article like this to help me put things into perspective - the process, the pain, the agony, the sacrifice of it all, that I will once again know "by heart" what Christ did. The grace that we so freely receiv
e and are redeemed by, but which we can sometimes take for granted and forget the price that was paid for it. A conscious choice by Christ made to save us all.

In preparation for cell group discussion this week, you may wish to read through this article and maybe prepare your hearts as we talk about God's grace, about His redemption plan, His salvation plan all worked out for us from the very beginning. About how spiritually blessed we are to be able to see all these; that we are able to have revelation of God's salvation plan through the first coming of Christ, as compared to the many who live before Christ came.

The story of Christ's Crucifixion as told by the cross on which he hung and died.

Script by Vickie A. Puffer

Isn’t it amazing the variety of ways God speaks to us? Of course there are the obvious—like listening to the minister, reading the Bible, or singing hymns. But on those occasions that we allow ourselves to fully open up to Him, He’s there in the form of children laughing, a beautiful sunrise, a quiet moment with your dog, or even in a dream.

God touched me in a very special way a few months ago and He made it very clear that He expected more from me than to just tuck it away somewhere in the back of my mind. I was to write about it—to share what he brought to me. “But I’m no writer,” I rationalized, “I can’t do justice to such an awesome experience.” But that’s exactly what He expected. I procrastinated, but he persisted. Then I got distracted, but then He showed me how I was putting worldly things ahead of Him. That’s all it took. I started writing.

A young lady in our church performed an interpretive dance during the worship service one Sunday morning. I’ve always loved dancing and it was fascinating to watch her move with the music. Although I was mesmerized at the time, right now I’m at a loss to recall the details.

I do recall the look on her face. She was radiant, blissful as she offered her gift to the Father. I’ve had that feeling myself and rejoiced with her in it. But the one thing I remember with absolute clarity is the moment that she paused with her arms stretched out to either side. And in that simple pose I saw a cross, not in the traditional form of wooden beams, but in human form—a human cross, like me. I am the cross. In a flash of clarity I realized that it wasn’t the nails in his hands and feet that caused Jesus’ pain and suffering, it was me. He didn’t die as a result of being tortured upon a plank of wood, he gave his life to save me from the torment of my own sinfulness. He put himself between me and eternal damnation.

You still don’t quite understand, do you? It’s okay, I knew this would be tough to explain. Instead of trying to tell this story by starting at the end, maybe it will help if we go back to the beginning. Crosses, as we have come to know them, are made from trees, so let’s start with that in mind. Let’s start out as a tree.

As a tiny seed I was fortunate to fall onto the fertile ground of a garden where the rich soil made it easy to take root. I learned much through conversing with the other trees and plants that lived there. They explained what would happen when I got older—how we trees would eventually be taken down and hacked into firewood to be burned up or, at best, made into a piece of wretched furniture. What a miserable fate!

From time to time a procession would pass by offering glimpses of the most magnificent treasures and beautifully dressed people. Now that was more like it—definitely the life for me—and so it became my fervent desire to be part of one of those splendid households. I would be a lavishly carved banquet table, or a gilded chariot, or even the bearer of royalty…a throne for a King!

I was fiercely dedicated to this quest—constantly preening my leaves, working on my branches so they would be straight and unbreakable, and honing my trunk to be healthy and strong. This work was all consuming so, unlike the other trees, I had no time for frivolities like swaying in the breeze or playing drop-a-leaf-on-someone’s-head. Such behavior could have broken a branch!

All the hard work was worth it, though, because I was stunning. Even the other trees had to admit it was so. People would gather around me, resting in my luscious shade, gazing up at me with such adoration. I was the envy of the garden. Why, even the thorn bushes that grew on a nearby hill agreed that I was destined for greatness!
The peacefulness of the garden was disturbed one day by a large crowd lining the street nearby. They were waving palm branches and shouting joyously. Convinced that it was a royal procession, I fluffed up my leaves and put on my best showing. It was somewhat bewildering—not to mention disappointing—when all that appeared was a rather dusty man riding a small donkey.

A person standing near suddenly grabbed my lowest branch and began climbing. Several of my smaller limbs were broken and many leaves fell—apparently all because this person wanted a better look at the man on the donkey. I was outraged! What was he thinking?! Didn’t he know that it would take a long time for me to repair such damage?
When the rider approached, the man sitting on my branch shouted to him, calling him “Jesus.” He then climbed down and, after a brief exchange, they went away with the wildly cheering crowd. Whoever that Jesus was, he certainly wasn’t worth the damage done to my branches!

Over the next several days I heard a lot about this Jesus person. The people were in awe of Him—proclaiming him a great teacher and even calling him The Messiah, whatever that meant. Wherever he went there was a crowd—especially children. I liked it when they sat in the shade under my branches and I listened intently to his lessons.

He told the people all about God, his Father in Heaven, and how God had created all things. He shared with them how much God loved them. He also talked a lot about forgiveness of a terrible thing called sin.

Apparently, it was considered a sin whenever you did something that went against God’s will. And unforgiven sin would cause you great misery, and you’d spend your eternity in a frightening, evil place called Hell. This talk about sin made the people pretty uncomfortable and I assumed it was probably because they had done lots of it.
I also heard that Jesus performed miracles. Now I’d never, ever heard of any person doing the things that Jesus was said to do, so I found this hard to believe, until I witnessed it for myself.

A man who had been blind since birth had no family to look after him, so every day he would sit in my shade, begging food or coins from passersby. But they were poor, too, and the pathetic man was barely able to take care of himself. It was terribly embarrassing to have him hanging around because he was dirty, his clothes were ragged, and he didn’t smell very good. Despite my best efforts, whenever he was there the people tended to avoid coming near me.

Jesus and these men he called “disciples” noticed the blind man and one of the disciples asked Jesus what sin he or his family had done for him to deserve such a fate. Jesus replied that the man’s blindness was not the result of anyone’s sin. Then he made a dab of clay from dirt and spit, touched the blind man’s eyes with it, and told him to wash it off in a nearby pool. Jesus left, but when the blind man came back, he could see! This definitely was a miracle!

Although it seemed that everyone loved Jesus and wanted to be close to him, there were a few who criticized him, calling him a blasphemer and saying that the miracles he performed were just tricks he used to confuse people. Their talk had a dark, ominous tone and it frightened me. Once, I even saw one of Jesus’ disciples talking with these people. His name was Judas and he seemed quite torn about what was being discussed, but in the end, he took a small pouch from one of the men and ran away into the night.

Late one night, several figures entered the garden and although I couldn’t see their faces, I recognized one voice: Jesus. He seemed deeply troubled and asked the others to stay awake with him while he prayed—talked with his Father—but they fell asleep, leaving Him all alone in the darkness. And he did pray. All the pain and torment of his heart came pouring out like nothing ever witnessed in my quiet little sanctuary. He cried out until his voice was hoarse. His body tensed to the point that I thought his muscles would surely burst. And it was blood, rather than sweat, that gushed from his pores. Surely no one in the history of all the world would ever, ever know such anguish.

The light from a row of torches broke through the darkness as soldiers and a small crowd burst through the garden gate. There was some shouting and a brief scuffle. Then the oddest thing happened: Judas, the disciple, stepped up to Jesus and kissed him on the cheek. The soldiers grabbed Jesus and then took him away. It seemed that Judas had used the kiss to identify Jesus to the soldiers. But why? I tried to make sense of it all, but everything had happened so fast and I just couldn’t comprehend what it all meant.

I’d all but forgotten the incident when, some time later, several official-looking people gathered around me. I assumed they were there to enjoy my shade and admire my beauty, but this time there was something odd about the way they looked at me, whispering and nodding to one another. It made me very uncomfortable even though I felt certain their comments were positive.

The next thing I knew I had been cut down and was being transported to a carpenter’s shop. This was it! My moment of truth had come! For my entire life I had dedicated every effort to being the best. Surely these people would see that I should be reborn into something worthy of such perfection! Oh, please, let it be a throne for a King!
My new shape was unfamiliar—not part of a throne or a chariot, not even a simple table, but something I’d never seen before. Just a long, straight pole with a shorter pole joined across it. And my texture had been left rough and full of splinters. Surely this had to be a mistake. I reasoned that this couldn’t possibly be the final product and that someone would be along any minute to finish up.

As I bemoaned my fate, the doors opened and three soldiers dragged me outside. Nearby, in the dust, knelt a small figure that looked to be a man. It was obvious that he’d been severely beaten. One soldier yanked him to his feet as the other two hoisted me up onto his shoulder. When they let go, he staggered and fell. They could not possibly expect this one pitiful creature to carry what had taken three of them! But they did.

The beaten man was ordered to his feet, and once again I was placed on his shoulder. He staggered forward, dragging me through crowd-lined streets. He was so bent and lame that he could manage only a few steps before we would fall again. After what seemed like hours with little progress, one of the soldiers grabbed a bystander from the crowd and ordered him to carry me. He did so, but only in fear for his life. The beaten man followed close behind.

Progress was slow and the crowd was yelling angrily at the beaten man, although I couldn’t make out what they were saying. Soon we came to a hill and I saw at the top two wooden shapes that looked much like me. There was something attached to each of these shapes and, as we got closer, I could see that each shape had a man attached to it. I wracked my brain to remember if I’d ever heard the people talk about such a thing. Some vague recollection nagged at me and, as we climbed, I was hit with the cold, hard realization of what I had become: a cross. An instrument of torture. A method of execution.

How could this have happened to me? I had worked so hard—invested every ounce of my energy into achieving my goals. I had been so certain of my future, but those hopes and dreams had been smashed beyond all comprehension.

Tossed to the ground, I listened in stunned disbelief while the soldiers dealt with the beaten man, yelling and cursing at him, spitting on him. They gambled for his only possession, a robe, and when they took it away I could see just how savagely he had been treated. His hair was matted with sweat and blood. His legs, face, and arms were black with bruises. And his back was covered with thick red stripes of raw, torn flesh. He must be the vilest sort of criminal to deserve such punishment. I was just about to look away from the sickening sight when—to my horror—I realized who the man was. It was Jesus!

My mind was reeling. What is wrong with these stupid people? Even I know that Jesus is no criminal! What could he possibly have done that would merit such heinous torture? He had always been so gentle, so kind, so filled with love and forgiveness. Why would they turn on him like this?

There were more soldiers now—and the angry crowd that had followed us through the town pressed in so tightly that there was no air to breathe. Jesus was stretched out over me and one of the soldiers yanked his arm over my crossbeam. Then he took a long metal spike and, with three sharp hammer blows, drove it through Jesus’ hand. Of course, I couldn’t feel a thing, but Jesus cried out as his entire body reacted to what must have been unbearable pain. The process was repeated with the other hand and his feet—and with each strike of the hammer I could feel the jolting of his body.

Once this deed was done, the crowd was ordered to step back while lengths of rope were tied to each end of my crossbeam. With three strong men lifting and four on the ropes, we were set upright and secured. As we rose up, gravity took hold of Jesus’ body, pulling on him as if trying to tear him down, and once again he was wracked with searing pain.

He could scarcely breathe as my splinters dug deep into the raw flesh of his back. For a moment I forgot my own lamenting as I desperately tried to hold him up, but my timbers would not move. I had worked hard to make them rigid and inflexible—perfect for my needs, or so I had thought. But now, for the first time in my life, I truly understood the meaning of sin. It wasn’t something that only applied to others. It described how I had lived my entire life—primping and preening, focusing only on my wants and my needs. I had been prideful, vain, selfish, and now my sinfulness prevented me from offering even the slightest bit of relief for this innocent, suffering person.

The crowd surged around my base, much like they had done in the garden—but in their eyes I no longer saw adoration and appreciation—just hatred. They continued to jeer and curse Jesus but he didn’t seem to hear. He was speaking softly—praying to his Father in Heaven that I had heard him talk about so often.

A man on one of the other crosses confessed to Jesus that he was a thief and asked for forgiveness. He wanted Jesus to remember him once he was in Heaven. Then Jesus said the most remarkable thing: “Today you will be with me in paradise.” Paradise!? How could he possibly be thinking of paradise? This place was as far from paradise as one could get. Even the sound of its name—Golgotha—sounded cold and evil. Oh, how I longed for the safety of my garden.

Someone from the crowd seized a spear and thrust it into Jesus’ side. He made no sound but his head rocked back and it was only then that I noticed the thorns. Taken from the hill near the garden, lengths of them had been woven into a sort of headpiece—a crown of thorns—and placed firmly—painfully—on Jesus’ head.

With the crowd urging him on, a man tacked a piece of paper above Jesus’ head and read it aloud: “This is Jesus. King of the Jews.” And as they laughed and mocked him, my destiny was fulfilled: I was a bearer of royalty. I bore the King of the Jews. Blood mixed with sweat trickled down the length of me, mingling with sap that I shed as though it were tears. I wept not for me, but for the one who did not deserve this.

Why was this happening? This man had the ability to perform miracles—I had seen him—so why didn’t he save himself now? He could take the nails away and there would be nothing to hold him there. Why did he stay? What held him? Oh, how I wanted to help him, but my sinfulness had created a vast chasm that I could not reach across.

There was a moan from Jesus—all had been quiet for such a long while—but suddenly it was as if every vile and evil thing of the earth had seized him. The sins of all the people had come upon him and were trying to tear him apart. “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” was his cry as his body convulsed violently.

Finally the convulsions stopped and he managed to whisper: “Father, forgive them. They don’t know what they’re doing.” And there, at last, was the answer. Jesus was The Messiah—the Son of God—the only one capable of perfect, unconditional, all-forgiving love. The nails had no power to hold him there. Love is what bound him to me. With that belief anchored firmly in my heart, I prayed to the Heavenly Father, confessing my sins of selfishness, vanity, and pride, and humbly asking for his forgiveness. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”

Now gasping for each breath, Jesus spoke again, “It is finished.” And with those words my sin was banished and I was reborn. No longer would I be a cross—rigid and inflexible, an instrument of pain and torment. My timbers yielded with new-found freedom and at last I could reach out to offer him comfort. He had given his all for me, and I now gave to him all that was mine to give. I gave him my heart.

The crowd had fallen silent and all that could be heard was his quiet breathing. It was as if we were all alone in that dark, unholy place. His body was so frail, broken under the burden of sin he alone had carried. Dark, red blood flowed out of the wounds from which I had been spared. One last time, Jesus spoke: “Father, into your hands, I commend my spirit.” And as I held him in my arms, Jesus died.

I looked out at the people. A few wept openly, as I did. Most looked away. But no one would leave that place unchanged by what they had witnessed there. One by one they went away, disappearing into the night. Finally, only a handful remained—Jesus’ friends and his mother. They came forward and took him from me—gently, carefully—and carried his body away.

A few days passed before I heard the rest of the story: Jesus had overcome death! He had risen from the grave and now walked triumphantly among the people! But his time here was short because he would soon ascend to Heaven to sit at the right hand of God. I had to see him one last time! I found him with the disciples on a road just outside the city. He smiled when he saw me and I wanted to ask him to remember me, but I couldn’t get the words out. He whispered to me, “I will be with you always, even to the end of time.” And I believe he will.

I am the cross—imperfect, undeserving—living by my own selfish choices. But because of the sacrifice Jesus made in my place on that blood-soaked hill, and because I believe in the grace of an all-powerful God, the cross—my sin—no longer has power over me. I am forgiven. I am reborn. I am a new creation in Christ.

The End (or the beginning)


Source: http://www.creativeyouthideas.com/blog/drama_ideas/i_am_the_cross.html

Have you ever thought about these 2 Questions???

Dearest guys & girls,

What have you been busy with this week?

For me, i have been enjoying my last period of work in the clinic & time seems to by past rather fast for me.....Really looking forward to work in the ward on 23jul! Yippy!

Recently, i have signed up for the Evanglism Explosion Course conducted by pastor Joseph Tang.

Two days ago was my 2nd lesson. During the lesson, he asked 2 very intersesting and worth a billion n much much more questions!

1) Have you come to a point in your Life where you know for certain that if you were to die tonight, you would go to Heaven????

2) Suppose you were to die tonight & stand before God, and He said to you, "Why should I let you into My Heaven?" What would you say????

Have you ever thought about these 2 Questions or has someone ever ask you about these 2 questions?

If you have not, then I think you may want to start asking yourself these 2 Questions!

You may like to share your answers during our upcoming cell meeting, or with someone close to you or even your cell leaders or church pastors or even in your prayer with God!

When i was posted with these 2 questions, honestly, i was rather stumbled. These are some of the thoughts which came to my mind:

a) I have sinned every single day, why would God allow me to enter His kingdom?
e.g if i commit 3 evil thoughts per day(hahaha, sometimes can be more!!!), how many sins of evil thoughts will i have committed in 60 years?

In 1 day: 3 sins
In 1 month: 30sins
In 1 year: 1,095 sins
In 1 my life span: at least 65,700 sins!!!!!! (can be even more) Could u imagine that?

b) I have neglected God before, why do i worth entering His kingdom?

c) I think I have not complete God's plan for me, if i die, my 'ezlink' card might not be able to pass through the entrance of heaven and showing that ' Access Denied as Your Mission on Earth was not accomplished!!!!!'

Well, as for me, i have discovered the answer now and am assured of entering into my Eternal Home!I would gladly like to share with you all. Through email, sms,or conversation.....=) Or best, share it in the blog so that we can grow spritually as a cell & who knows your sharing would minister into others' lives! =)

Monday, 9 July 2007

My Heart Christ's Home

Hi everyone, I was blessed by a colleague last week. She is working as a part-time receptionist but then was going off for operation. One morning, she gave a little book to me. I really didn't think much about the little booklet because it looked a little old and dated, even the pages were yellow. That day was a busy day, so I set it aside, telling myself that I will read it when I am free (but frankly, I did not think I will be reading it given my work schedule).

Then the next day morning, on my way to work, I decided to read through the booklet and I was so blessed by it. Though told as a "parable", I learnt important lessons about inviting Christ into our hearts and how we treat Him as He dwells within us. In fact, as I was reading, I was touched especially the part about the drawing room (living room in this version). "How true!" I thought. Miraculously, I finished the book on the way to work and as I walked into my office, I passed by the receptionist. With a big smile, I thanked her from the bottom of my heart for blessing me with the booklet. I have thought of re-typing the whole passage but thank God I managed to find it online:

My Heart Christ's Home

by Robert Boyd Munger

In Paul's epistle to the Ephesians, we find these words:

"That (God) would grant you, according to the riches of his glory, to be strengthened with might by his Spirit in the inner man; That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith" (Ephesians 3:16). Or, as another has translated, "That Christ may settle down and be at home in your hearts by faith."

Without question one of the most remarkable Christian doctrines is that Jesus Christ Himself through the presence of the Holy Spirit will actually enter a heart, settle down and be at home there. Christ will make the human heart His abode.

Our Lord said to His disciples, "If a man love me, he will keep my words: and my Father will love him, and we will come unto him, and make our abode with him" (John 14:23). It was difficult for them to understand what He was saying. How was it possible for Him to make his abode with them in this sense?

It is interesting that our Lord used the same word here that He gave them in the first of the fourteenth chapter of John: "I go to prepare a place for you .. that where I am, ye may be also." Our Lord was promising his disciples that, just as He was going to heaven to prepare a place for them and would welcome them one day, now it would be possible for them to prepare a place for Him in their hearts and He would come and make His abode with them.

They could not understand this. How could it be?

Then came Pentecost. The Spirit of the living Christ was given to the church and they understood. God did not dwell in Herod's temple in Jerusalem! God did not dwell in a temple made with hands; but now, through the miracle of the outpoured Spirit, God would dwell in human hearts. The body of the believer would be the temple of the living God and the human heart would be the home of Jesus Christ. It is difficult for me to think of a higher privilege than to make Christ a home in my heart, to welcome, to serve, to please, to fellowship with him there.

One evening I invited Jesus Christ into my heart. What an entrance He made! It was not a spectacular, emotional thing, but very real. It was at the very center of my life. He came into the darkness of my heart and turned on the light. He built a fire in the cold hearth and banished the chill. He started music where there had been stillness, and He filled the emptiness with His own loving, wonderful fellowship. I have never regretted opening the door to Christ and I never will - not into eternity!

This, of course, is the first step in making the heart Christ's home. He has said, "Behold I stand at the door and knock: if any man hear my voice and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me." (Revelation 3:20). If you are interested in making your life an abode of the living God, let me encourage you to invite Christ into your heart and He will surely come.

After Christ entered my heart and in the joy of this new relationship I said to Him, "Lord, I want this heart of mine to be Yours. I want to have You settle down here and be perfectly at home. Everything I have belongs to You. Let me show You around and introduce you to the various features of the home that you may be more comfortable and that we may have fuller fellowship together."

He was very glad to come, of course, and happier still to be given a place in the heart

The Library

The first room was the study - the library. Let us call it the study of the mind. Now in my home this room of the mind is a very small room with very thick walls. But it is an important room. In a sense, it is the control room of the house. He entered with me and looked around at the books in the bookcase, the magazines upon the table, the pictures on the walls. As I followed His gaze I became uncomfortable. Strangely enough, I had not felt badly about this before, but now that He was there looking at these things I was embarrassed. There were some books were there that His eyes were too pure to behold. There was a lot of trash and literature on the table that a Christian had no business reading, and as for the pictures on the walls - the imaginations and thoughts of the mind - these were shameful.

I turned to Him and said, "Master, I know that this room needs a radical alteration. Will You help me make it what it ought to be? - to bring every thought into captivity to you?"

"Surely!" He said. "Gladly will I help you. First of all, take all the things that you are reading and looking at which are not helpful, pure, good and true, and throw them out! Now put on the empty shelves the books of the Bible. Fill the library with Scriptures and meditate on them day and night. As for the pictures on the walls, you will have difficulty controlling these images, but here is an aid" He gave me a full-size portrait of Himself. "Hang this centrally," He said, "on the wall of the mind."

I did, and I have discovered through the years that when my thoughts are centered upon Christ Himself, His purity and power cause impure thoughts to back away. So He has helped me to bring my thoughts into captivity.

May I suggest to you if you have difficulty with this little room of the mind, that you bring Christ in there. Pack it full with the Word of God, meditate upon it and keep before it the immediate presence of the Lord Jesus.

The Dining Room

From the study we went into the dining room, the room of appetites and desires. Now this was a very large room. I spent a good deal of time in the dining room and much effort in satisfying my wants.

I said to Him, "This is a favorite room. I am quite sure You will be pleased with what we serve."

He seated Himself at the table with me and asked, "What is on the menu for dinner?"

"Well," I said, "my favorite dishes: money, academic degrees and stocks, with newspaper articles of fame and fortune as side dishes." These were the things I liked - worldly fare. I suppose there was nothing radically wrong in any particular item, but it was not the food that should satisfy the life of a real Christian. When the food was placed before Him, He said nothing about it. However, I observed that He did not eat it, and I said to Him, somewhat disturbed, "Master, don't You care for this food? What is the trouble?"

He answered, "I have meat to eat that you do not know of. My meat is to do the will of Him that sent Me." He looked at me again and said, "If you want food that really satisfies you, seek the will of the Father, not your own pleasures, not your own desires, and not your own satisfaction. Seek to please Me and that food will satisfy you." And there at the table He gave me a taste of doing God's will. What a flavor! There is no food like it in all the world. It alone satisfies. Everything else is dissatisfying in the end.

Now if Christ is in your heart, and I trust He is, what kind of food are you serving Him and what kind of food are you eating yourself? Are you living for the lust of the flesh and the pride of life - selfishly? Or are you choosing God's will for your meat and drink?

The Living Room aka The Drawing Room

We walked next into the living room. This room was rather intimate and comfortable. I liked it. It had a fireplace, overstuffed chairs, a sofa, and a quiet atmosphere.

He also seemed pleased with it. He said, "This is indeed a delightful room. Let us come here often. It is secluded and quiet, and we can fellowship together."

Well, naturally as a young Christian I was thrilled. I couldn't think of anything I would rather do than have a few minutes with Christ in intimate companionship.

He promised, "I will be here early every morning. Meet me here, and we will start the day together." So morning after morning, I would come downstairs to the living room and He would take a book of the Bible from the bookcase. He would open it and then we would read together. He would tell me of its riches and unfold to me its truths. He would make my heart warm as He revealed His love and His grace He had toward me. These were wonderful hours together. In fact, we called the living room the "withdrawing room." It was a period when we had our quiet time together.

But, little by little, under the pressure of many responsibilities, this time began to be shortened. Why, I don't know, but I thought I was just too busy to spend time with Christ. This was not intentional, you understand; it just happened that way. Finally, not only was the time shortened, but I began to miss a day now and then. It was examination time at the university. Then it was some other urgent emergency. I would miss it two days in a row and often more.

I remember one morning when I was in a hurry, rushing downstairs, eager to be on my way.

As I passed the living room, the door was open. Looking in, I saw a fire in the fireplace and Jesus was sitting there. Suddenly in dismay I thought to myself, "He was my guest. I invited Him into my heart! He has come as Lord of my home. And yet here I am neglecting Him."

I turned and went in. With downcast glance, I said, "Blessed Master, forgive me. Have You been here all these mornings?"

"Yes," He said, "I told you I would be here every morning to meet with you." Then I was even more ashamed. He had been faithful in spite of my faithfulness. I asked His forgiveness and He readily forgave me as He does when we are truly repentant.

"The trouble with you is this: you have been thinking of the quiet time, of the Bible study and prayer time, as a factor in your own spiritual progress, but you have forgotten that this hour means something to me also. Remember, I love you. I have redeemed you at great cost. I value your fellowship. Now," He said, "do not neglect this hour if only for my sake. Whatever else may be your desire, remember I want your fellowship!"

You know, the truth that Christ desires my companionship, that He loves me, wants me to be with Him, wants to be with me and waits for me, has done more to transform my quiet time with God than any other single fact. Don't let Christ wait alone in the living room of your heart, but every day find some time when, with your Bible and in prayer, you may be together with Him.

The Workroom

Before long, He asked, "Do you have a workroom in your home?" Down in the basement of the home of my heart I had a workbench and some equipment, but I was not doing much with it. Once in a while I would play around with a few little gadgets, but I wasn't producing anything substantial or worthwhile.

I led Him down there.

He looked over the workbench and what little talents and skills I had. He said, "This is quite well furnished. What are you producing with your life for the Kingdom of God?" He looked at one or two little toys that I had thrown together on the bench and held one up to me. "Are these little toys all that you are doing for others in your Christian life?"

"Well," I said, "Lord, that is the best I can do. I know it isn't much, and I really want to do more, but after all, I have no skill or strength to do more."

"Would you like to do better?" He asked.

"Certainly," I replied.

"All right. Let me have your hands. Now relax in me and let my Spirit work through you. I know that you are unskilled, clumsy and awkward, but the Holy Spirit is the Master-Worker, and if He controls your hands and your heart, He will work through you." And so, stepping around behind me and putting His great, strong hands over mine, controlling the tools with His skilled fingers He began to work through me.

There's much more that I must still learn and I am very far from satisfied with the product that is being turned out, but I do know that whatever has been produced for God has been through His strong hand and through the power of His Spirit in me.

Do not become discouraged because you cannot do much for God. Your ability is not the fundamental condition. It is He who is controlling your fingers and upon whom you are relying. Give your talents and gifts to God and He will do things with them that will surprise you..

The Rec Room

I remember the time He asked me about the playroom. I was hoping He would not ask about that. There were certain associations and friendships, activities and amusements that I wanted to keep for myself. I did not think Christ would enjoy them or approve of them, so I evaded the question.

But there came an evening when I was on my way out with some of my friends, and as I was about to cross the threshold, He stopped me with a glance and asked, "Are you going out?"

I replied, "Yes."

"Good," He said, "I would like to go with you."

"Oh," I answered rather awkwardly. "I don't think, Lord Jesus, that You would really want to go with us. Let's go out tomorrow night. Tomorrow night we will go to prayer meeting, but tonight I have another appointment."

He said. "That's alright. Only I thought that when I came into your home, we were going to do everything together, to be close companions. I just want you to know that I am willing to go with you."

"Well," I said, "we will go someplace together tomorrow night."

That evening I spent some miserable hours. I felt wretched. What kind of a friend was I to Jesus when I was deliberately leaving Him out of my associations, doing things and going places that I knew very well He would not enjoy? When I returned that evening, there was a light in His room, and I went up to talk it over with Him. I said, "Lord, I have learned my lesson. I can't have a good time without You. From now on we will do everything together."

Then we went down into the playroom of the house and He transformed it. He brought into life real joy, real happiness, real satisfaction, new friends, new excitement, new joys. Laughter and music have been ringing through the house ever since.

The Hall Closet

There is just one more matter that I might share with you. One day I found Him waiting for me at the door. An arresting look was in His eye. As I entered, He said to me, "There is a peculiar odor in the house. There is something dead around here. It's upstairs. I think it is in the hall closet." As soon as He said this, I knew what He was talking about. Yes, there was a small closet up there on the landing, just a few feet square, and in that closet, behind lock and key, I had one or two little personal things that I did not want anyone to know about and certainly I did not want Christ to see them. I knew they were dead and rotting things left over from the old life. And yet I loved them, and I wanted them so for myself that I was afraid to admit they were there.

Reluctantly, I went up with Him, and as we mounted the stairs the odor became stronger and stronger. He pointed at the door. "It's in there! Some dead thing!"

I was angry. That's the only way I can put it. I had given Him access to the library, the dining room, the living room, the workroom, the playroom, and now He was asking me about a little two-by-four closet. I said to myself, "This is too much. I am not going to give Him the key."

"Well," He said, reading my thoughts, "if you think I'm going to stay up here on the second floor with this odor, you are mistaken. I will take my bed out on the back porch. I'm certainly not going to put up with that." Then I saw Him start down the stairs.

When you have come to know and love Christ, the worst thing that can happen is to sense His fellowship retreating from you. I had to surrender. "I'll give You the key," I said sadly, "but You'll have to open the closet and clean it out. I haven't the strength to do it."

"I know," He said. "I know you haven't. Just give me the key. Just authorize me to take care of that closet and I will." So with trembling fingers I passed the key to Him. He took it from my hand, walked over to the door, opened it, entered it, took out all the putrefying stuff that was rotting there, and threw it away. The He cleaned the closet and painted it, fixed it up, doing it all in a moment's time. Oh, what victory and release to have that dead thing out of my life!

Transferring the Title

Then a thought came to me. I said to myself, "I have been trying to keep this heart of mine clear for Christ. I start on one room and no sooner have I cleaned that then another room is dirty. I begin on the second room and the first room becomes dusty again. I am so tired and weary trying to maintain a clean heart and an obedient life. I am just not up to it!"

So I ventured a question: "Lord, is there any chance that You would take over the responsibility of the whole house and operate it for me and with me just as You did that closet? Would You take the responsibility to keep my heart what it ought to be and my life where it ought to be?"

I could see His face light up as He replied, "Certainly, that is what I came to do. You cannot be a victorious Christian in your own strength. That is impossible. Let me do it through you and for you. That is the way. But," He added slowly, "I am not owner of this house. I am just a guest. I have no authority to proceed, since the property is not mine."

I saw it in a minute and dropping to my knees, I said, "Lord, You have been a guest and I have been the host. From now on I am going to be the servant. You are going to be the owner and Master and Lord."

Running as fast as I could to the strongbox, I took out the title deed to the house describing its assets and liabilities, location and situation and condition. I eagerly signed it over to belong to Him alone for time and eternity. "Here," I said. "Here it is, all that I am and have forever. Now You run the house. I'll just remain with You as a servant and friend."

He took my life that day and I can give you my word, there is no better way to live the Christian life. He knows how to keep it in shape and deep peace settles down on the soul. May Christ settle down and be at home in your heart as Lord of all!

Robert Boyd Munger (1911-2001) was a minister who wrote this timeless work exactly 50 years ago.

Source: http://christiandevotionals.blogspot.com/2006/12/my-heart-christs-home.html